30 weeks.
Insanity; still working with it.
Pain is a lot less traumatic.
It has been a year and 5 months; would have thought I would be normal by now.
Surrogacy is no picnic.
Trying to get some excitement and hope going about the blessing of having a surrogate and twins coming but terror and fear still overwhelm me. Jesus has given me strength each day and I hope it is His Will to help make me a mommy, give my husband some leniency, and heal my brokenness.
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Monday, July 8, 2013
Thursday, May 30, 2013
recruiting baby help
Anyone that wants to help let me know!
predesignating jobs if we need the help which we have been told we will
Opa's Jobs/ Jan
vacuuming
emptying garbage
dog walking
feeding dogs
feeding cats
making dog frozen treats
collecting chicken eggs
pool filter
Oma's jobs/ Bob
dishwasher
premaking baby formula
heating bottles
sanitizing nipples and binkies
feeding fish inside and out
chicken food
Random: Aspen Justin
Mowing
dog poop
groceries
frozen food casseroles
washing machine - Sandy?
Sue has volunteered
predesignating jobs if we need the help which we have been told we will
Opa's Jobs/ Jan
vacuuming
emptying garbage
dog walking
feeding dogs
feeding cats
making dog frozen treats
collecting chicken eggs
pool filter
Oma's jobs/ Bob
dishwasher
premaking baby formula
heating bottles
sanitizing nipples and binkies
feeding fish inside and out
chicken food
Random: Aspen Justin
Mowing
dog poop
groceries
frozen food casseroles
washing machine - Sandy?
Sue has volunteered
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Saturday, April 13, 2013
positive
bleeding last Sat- took till now to get over it. 7 weeks along with 2. scared scared scared but praying about it.
Thursday, February 21, 2013
failure
Days are so fuzzy and blurry and weeks go by and it is like they never were. Head, heart, husband hurt. Praying on top of prayers. Grief group through church helps. Feeling like a failure at life, at living, and getting through grief, at procreating, and giving to my husband what I "promised" through marriage. Finding each day easier since April 3rd but harder at the same time.
Friday, February 8, 2013
Friday, January 25, 2013
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
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