K

K is on day 11 of her BC and is feeling tired, lethargic, emotional, cry-face and bloated.  She is willing to push through but is not thrilled about the BC.  It is nice to know that I am not the only one effected!  She still seems in good spirits and really cute.


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Trying for surrogacy

So at this point oodles of money is going into this next venture. 
We have signed our life away.
We are just praying it works out.
We have Skyped with our surrogate and she seems great.
Lots of paper work, lots of risks...

I had a nightmare the other night that the Dr defrosted all our little embryos and our womb-mom wasn't ready and all was lost.  It is so scary.

So much pain and loss up to this point.  It is very hard to have hope!